hmmm..

Im not happy with life anymore... I can't seem to find the will power or a reason to even wake up in the mornings. I miss the way life use to be, I miss the glow in your eyes and the smile you  always had on your face.  My heart is cold, empty and full of hatred.  I always thought I was a strong person. I've been through hell and back, and thought I could handle anything.. but when you take the one person in my life that means everything to me, I lost it..  Things WILL get better, I will find happiness with myself once again and he will be by my side through everything like he's always been. He's my rock.  Im trying  .. wish me luck.....