Sick. Being sick. Why does it have to suck sooooo bad? What's the point of making us suffer even if we do take care of our bodies? I've been sick for a while and you can even ask Jacob I take care of my body and eat real food not junk food so why am I sick? It sucks sooooo much too the air throats achy body head aches damn they all are the worst! Not to mention the coughing if you have that an the runny nose. Even if you take meds it will take you a while to get better and that's the worst part is having to go through normal everyday life while feeling like shit. You just want to go home and sleep and not wake up until you were better lol I only wish that could happen or I wish I wouldn't ever get sick! Now thy would be pretty great but too bad sickness will always be there.

Soo close..

Only 2 and 1/2 more months my love! Then you'll be moved in with me finally :)  I can't stop thinking about our Santa Cruz tripn and the weekend you got to stay the night at my house! Your aunt would kill you if she found out hahah but it was such a great time. I miss falling sleep next to you and your face being the first thing I see when I wake up. My sheets smelled like you for the first two night and it only mader it harder for me to go to bed without you. Even our puppy was confused! :)  well babe im real excited for the life we have ahead of us, If only time would go by faster!  Our life is going to be more then amazing!!! Just stay strong baby and stay positve. We can make it through this, were already half way there. Forever 'Never my love<3